No worries No cares it seemed
Often adays moments go away
Into thick darkness, thicker than darkness
Paving the way that seems right
Observed in the shortest of times
Without a speck of consideration
Without mincing and no conjunction
Stained I became with my very hands
Buried in the dirt that fakes my guilt
Giving every reason for people to doubt my existence
Whether I do, is a question I've never answered.
There's is no answer to a question so apt
Maybe an urge, maybe a surge triggered my lingering snore
When the rains wouldn't fall winter comes
When the rain won't fall the leaves wither
As I have
When the baritones became more pronounced
Than the sweetest voice of Parton
My skin was shed a day after wishes died.
I hung unto the clandestine speech
"Forsake the old and chase the new"
I was right, for the years of misery look passed away too,
Into the nightness
I screamed till I lost it; my voice, my sanity
This tongue I employed
If I don't dream today
Will tomorrow smile at me
Or the flesh of my flesh blink without ceasing?
Such is the abomination of time
The soul is raped of the drape of beauty
Hung on that tree that yields its fruit in drought
So much as this inexplicable
Moulding in my heart, taming my soul to a sense of control over actions
Without debating over who will take the fallen crumps and who owns the bowl
Thus I found myself having a similar dream with my cohorts
Aren't we brothers if we are of the same feathers.
Don't send me away into nightness, not today
I cried and my shoulders became wet
My eyes over flooded and it reached my shoulders
I repent of my sins, I do again and again until my soul is clean
Free from the dirt and contamination I feel inside
Would you have called me or permit me to say
Those words that weren't righteous or sane
Uncensored and plain but with so much meaning and emotions
It wasn't right that I hide my sweet secret
It grieves and sickens my person to ignore it
But leaves are of trees big or small
And time is not for wasting when there's plenty of love to share with you.
My devotion is to you, the safest thing you know
Think of the OKs not the don'ts and doubts
I chose this fallacy over the truth that I may be with you
Still curse the times love was a lie
Bless the secrets that I hide under the lump of a tiny tempo beating my chest
I will not rest until the clocks won't tick tock
Until time is no more to be spent living but dying
Without you, there's no reason so reasonable to stay
No clue of what I want to be
If I have lost it, it all started without you
But you do not know it, not yet
Until the birds sing the translated hymns and poems written without clues
And the cats mew the transcript of my heart.
Mercy mercy alone I beseech thee
Aloft the splendour and grandeur of your humble heart
That comes closer to me and the farther I ran away to indifference
How could you tell such was in love unless if you loved the foolish lover
Yes I was buried in this ink and my pen flowed steadily than my heart and pulse
My brain must have paused
Because I don't know my thoughts and actions
How they are orchestrated anymore.